Monday, April 23, 2012

Walking Around Lake Monona - well, not quite

I love my work schedule. 4; 10 hour days. This means I have Fridays off to write, exercise, get stuff done, waste time . . . you know. So this past Friday I decided to go on a walk. A long walk. A nine-mile walk, to be exact. I had ambitions of walking around Lake Monona, but a train got in the way, and I turned back after going about halfway around. I probably could have made it all the way, but the train sapped me of my soul for the day. You think it's tough waiting for a train to go by while you're in your car? Try doing it as a pedestrian. I was sorely tempted to hop up one side and down the other, then I thought 1) I could die (not likely, seeing the train probably wasn't goint much more than 12 MPH or thereabouts), 2) I wasn't really in any hurry, and 3) this is Madison - someone will call the cops and I'll have an escort waiting for me on the other side when I hopped off. So I didn't. Just stood there and watched. Truth be told, there was some interesting artwork spray-painted on the side (genuinely good work, no lie!), but not enough to keep me entertained the whole time. Suddenly, the childhood notion I had of becoming a hobo lost all of its romanticism.

Anyway, after letting the train past (like I was going to stop it, huh?), I carried on my meandering way only to see the Madison police - three cars worth of them - harassing some homeless guy near Proudfit. Good thing I didn't freeload!

I carried on toward Monona Terrace and spotted this beauty spray-painted (see a theme here?) on the bike path along John Nolen Drive. My oldest son (who routinely runs around the lake - he's a distance runner, along with his younger brother, something my asthma doesn't understand) told me he thought it was a blue ghost with a halo. I was thinking more . . . biologically. You can decide for yourself. Whatever it is, I love its surreal simplicity. Creepy and cute at the same time:






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Heraclix & Pomp, Book 2, Chapter 1, Part 3


“Knew what?” a third voice, that of a man, but as if spoken from the far side of a long tunnel, interrupted their conversation. The voice was squeaky, nervous, and grating to Heraclix's little ears (and Pomp's very little ears).

“Who's there?” Heraclix spun around in the direction of the voice. Pomp went invisible, which was her natural state, truth be told. She preferred to stay visible around her friend, since she knew it helped him to know that she was there. But the sudden voice threw her into a defensive posture.

“An interested observer,” came the voice.

It seemed familiar to Pomp. She was sure that she had heard the voice before.

“And what do you observe?” Heraclix asked, “seeing that we cannot observe you?” He searched in vain for the source of the voice, which seemed just beyond the lamp light.

“I observe a giant, a monster, accompanied by a little winged spirit, or, should I say, sprite?”

“I don't know what you're talking about. There's only me here,” Heraclix lied.

“That's because it, no, she, is hovering in the air just above and behind your head.”

Heraclix turned to look, but did not see anything.

“I still don't see anything,” he said, telling the truth while still trying to defend his friend.

“She's right there!” the voice said. “Up in the air, making obscene gestures at me and pulling faces.”

“Ghost,” Pomp said with a touch of disappointment. “You can see me when the living can't. You're a ghost. Or a devil!”

“No devil,” the voice came closer. “Just an old resident of these parts.”

From the gloom, near the edge of the flickering light, Heraclix could see the specter materialize. He, or it, more properly (since gender didn't do you any good without a body, and Pomp knew that if this being ended up in hell, he would become an “it”), was old, bearded, dressed in moth-eaten rabbinical robes that were embroidered with strange symbols and letters that carried sinister undertones. The ghost's eyes drooped over triple-folded bags, as if the spirit had kept vigil for some long-sought miracle, sacrificing sleep so as to not miss the epiphanic moment. The smile that creased the thing's face held a hint of perversity in its corners, an unnatural glee that bespoke fanaticism of some type. The face made Pomp weary and Heraclix uncomfortable.

“You!” Pomp said. “You want Heraclix . . . and me . . . to be your slaves! You tried for a long . . . time is the word . . . to wake Heraclix up so you could make him do what you wanted.”

“Too late for all that,” the ghost admitted. “Or I am late, if you catch my drift.”

“I saw you . . . die.” Even after all her experiences, Pomp found the concept of death difficult to comprehend.

“And now, I get to see you live,” the ghost said with barely disguised pride, as if it had been the cause of the pair's liberty from their magical bindings. “I have watched and waited for this moment for such a long time. You,” it pointed to Heraclix, “are even more terrifying awake than you were asleep. That's saying something! And you,” he turned to Pomp, clearly seeing her, though she would be invisible to living eyes, “you are nothing like what I imagined. I was led to believe that you were a fiery efreet, a bottled genie who would grant me my wishes if I freed you.”

“Who told you this?” Heraclix asked.

“The man who wanted you stored here: Gerhart Storm.”

“And what became of Storm?”

“I'm not altogether sure,” the ghost said. “But something tells me I'm about to find out.”
“Speak plain,” Pomp demanded. “No games. What do you mean?”

“I'm being drawn somewhere,” the ghost said. Already, its glowing figure was beginning to stretch toward the trapdoor, as if an invisible hand was pulling him by a stray ectoplasmic thread to another destination.

“I've got a bad feeling about where I'm going.” Any hint of self-assuredness had left the ghost, replaced by a deep fear that manifested itself in those tired eyes, growing like tulips out of the winter dirt. “But I think I might find Storm there, if you'll follow meeee!”

The ghost's body attenuated, pulled like taffy down through the trapdoor.

Pomp bolted, following the ghost at full speed. Heraclix clambered over the floor and leaped down after, crashing through the ladder and landing on the synagogue floor. He saw Pomp zip through an open door. He sprang to the doorway with an agility that seemed impossible to one of his size, then sprinted off into the night, careful to keep Pomp, who had made herself fully visible to aid her friend, in his sights. The full moon had crested overhead, making her wings shine, even in the dark architectural canyons of Josefov. She flew so fast that it seemed like she left a white blur behind her. Whether the trace of her movement was real or the after-effects of 150 years of slumber on his vision, Heraclix could not be sure. All he knew was that, as he followe it, he could see her, ofttimes only seeing her feet disappearing around a corner ahead, just as he emerged from a corner behind.

Heraclix became heedless of direction, careening through alleyways, over piles of junk and tomcats, and down Prague's cobblestone streets.

Gustav Meyrink, fresh from his drunken vomit (never, ever eat sweetcakes after that much wine!), emerged from a darkened alleyway into the shadow-cut moonlight. It had been a rough night, full of inebriated visions both miraculous and terrifying, all of them unbelievable and seemingly silly when moments of lucidity cleared the alcohol fumes from his brain. Somewhere in the back of his mind, a skull-splitting headache lurked. He knew it was there, waiting for morning to dig its claws into his head. But he welcomed the prospect of pain, of something that would cut through his soul-numbed phantasmagorical dreams, something real.

Something like the man that he now saw running down the street, the man dressed in rags that had fallen out of fashion over a century ago. The man who became impossibly large, the closer he got. The man with one glaring rd eye and a tattoo on his forehead.

Only that was no tattoo. It was a smudged word, a word written in Hebrew letters, from his strangest dreams, which would only mean . . .

Oh, no!

The giant stopped in the street long enough to cast a glance of Gustav the drunk. The monster seemed to recognize the writer.

Gustav passed out, his body hitting the street just as the golem rejoined the chase.


Heraclix ducked through a doorway, entering a derelict building. It was in even worse condition than the surrounding block of cracked-wall, teetering flats.

He recognized the place at once.

“No!” he said aloud.

Pomp stepped out from a hole in what appeared to be a bricked up doorway.

“Yes,” Pomp said. “The ghost goes down there,” she pointed to the area through the hole, beyond the bricked-up wall.

“Where else?” Heraclix said in resignation. He sighed heavily. “Well, friend Pomp, once more into the breech!”

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Heraclix & Pomp, Book 2, Chapter 1, Part 2


Pomp does not like jars and bottles. Never did. Especially not from the inside, which was the side she had seen most often. There was usually some sort of sorcerer involved, and this time was no exception. She had been in that hookah, how long now? To her it didn't seem like too much time, merely an annoyance, really. But Pomp, being eternal, but having discovered that she is not entirely immortal, had a rather unique concept of time. To humans, it had been almost 150 years, a century and a half bottled up. Still, it was a bother and Pomp wishes, or wished (how long until tense came naturally to her? Not yet!) she could get out. Granted, now that she was out of the magic circle that the sorcerer had put her in, she could get out of this reeking tobacco boiler. But not without help. Not without . . .

“Heraclix!” she yelled at the top of her lungs. “Hey! Get up and get Pomp out of here! Heraclix!”

“Heraclix!” His name returned to him from some faint source beyond his dreams and memories. Something here, now, something outside of his head, assuring him that he was, is, himself.

“Heraclix!”

The voice was not of the man he had seen as he emerged from the ethereal torpor that had held him for so long. Nor was it the voice of the man who had trapped him here in the first place. It was the voice of a very tiny woman, far away, a familiar voice from somewhere before his dreams.

“Heraclix! Get Pomp out!”

“Pomp!” The dreams faded and memory pumped back into his skull as he sat up. He looked around the dark, dusty room, but all was vagaries. A single oil lamp burned nearby.
His last memories, before the long stretch of dreaming, were that of a single candle flame and, holding on to the sconce, the man who landed him in this position: Gerhart Storm, necromancer. After the demise of Mattathias Mowler (not to mention Heraclix's own demise, or the demise of the part of him known as Okto Heilliger, before his death, but that is another story), Heraclix had got on quite well with necromancers in general (and, in fact, was one, when he was Okto Heilliger, before his birth into undeath, also a part of another story). He had established ties with the mystical Shadow Divan and, through those ties, been instrumental in saving the Holy Roman Empire and possibly the entire world from destruction at the hands of Mowler's earthly and abyssal minions.
 
But the Shadow Divan had little interest in the politics of men. They sought to unlock the secrets of eternal life, to open the door to immortality through magical means. Heraclix, being one of them, yet no longer one of them, and, having been forced back from death and hell by Mowler, was of great interest to the necromancers. They studied him and he willingly gave himself to be studied. Still, they were unable to repeat Mowler's success. Each perished, in his or her turn, and each was replaced by a new disciple of death and life magic.

One of these, Gerhard Storm, a gifted savant in the necromantic arts, had succumbed to the allure of power and allowed corruption to enter in to what the Shadow Divan had worked so carefully to protect: the laws of the sanctity of life bounded by the grand brotherhood of man, for which they silently, secretly, humbly labored. Through a series of subterfuges, Storm tricked Heraclix and his companion, the pixie Pomp, and captured them, incapacitating them and storing them in the attic of Josefov's renowned synagogue with the aid of a young, naïve, and unsuspecting rabbinical student, who had been bewitched into thinking that the immense body was a clay statue that would come to life under one's control when the correct kaballistic formulas could be applied. He was also convinced that the hookah contained a demon bound by one of the Seals of Solomon that could be similarly controlled, if one could only learn the mechanism by which such control could be exercised.

Pomp watched from her glass prison as the young man grew old, poring over texts and scrolls, studying number patterns in games of chance, and even succeeding in conjuring up a very minor devil that pretended to be far more knowledgeable than it really was, for all devils, Pomp knew, were liars. The dedication with which the man pursued his desires eventually drove the old man insane. Pomp last remembered a pair of rabbinical assistants carrying the old Rabbi's body out of the attic after he had fallen to the floor in a paroxysm during a particularly strenuous ritual of some sort.

She had not seen Gerhard Storm since the day he brought her and Heraclix to this forlorn attic.

But Heraclix could not have known any of this.

“Pomp!” He looked around him, then picked up the lamp to angle the lighting to where he could see more clearly around the darkened room. “Where are you?”

“Pomp is here!” She banged on her prison walls.

He could hear the frustration in her voice, over there, near that glass hookah. No, inside the hookah. “What kind of sick . . .?” Heraclix sighed, knowing the unspoken answer to his unfinished question.

“Lie low,” he warned before breaking the neck of the hookah off with his hands. Pomp flew up out of the jagged opening, dusting tiny shards of glass from off her clothes. She removed the arrows from her quiver, then dumped a crystalline shower out into the bottle beneath her.

“You still have those?” Heraclix asked.

“And this!” She proudly held up a tiny bow, sized just right for the needle-like arrows.

“Why don't they ever take those away from you?” He asked.

“Bad men are proud. Pride is dumb. They don't think I can hurt them with these,” she gave a mischievous smile.

Heraclix returned the smile. “If they only knew . . .”

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Heraclix & Pomp, Book 2, Chapter 1, Part 1

"And where," you ask, "might I find "Heraclix & Pomp" Book 1?

 Well, you can't . . . yet . . . unless you are one of the publishers to whom my agent has sent the manuscript.

Now, since I can't show you "Heraclix & Pomp" in their first adventure, I'll give a sneak peak, here, of their second adventure. I think I'll do this in three parts, since blogs tend to be rather droll when the entries are too long. Please note that this is first draft stuff, not the polished product. If you'd like to see more of my polished product, you can do so at Smashwords and Amazon, of course. While you're reading, I'll continue writing. I'm knee deep in this book and in the third misadventure of Italo and Vincenzo (tentatively entitled "Thieves of the Hidden God"), whom you can read about in Cloaks of Vermin and Fish and in The Doppelgänger's Shadow. But, without further ado, the rough and ready version of Part 1 of Chapter 1 of Book 2 of "Heraclix & Pomp":

Heraclix and Pomp
Book 2
Chapter 1

Gustav left the wedding party as drunk as the rest of them. But somewhere in the inebriated folds of his brain lingered the conversation he had earlier that night with his friend and sometimes-collaborator, Herr Ewers, a conversation that went something like this:

“Gustav, your stories are starting to create a stir back home,” Herr Ewers said.

“You flatter me, Hanns,” Gustav replied.

“No! Oh, no! Herr Thoma tells me that your little story there has gotten a lot of attention. 'One day,' he says, 'Herr Meyrink will spread his wings and write a novel of lasting significance.' That's what he said about you! 'A novel of lasting significance'!”

“Well,” Gustav said demurely – he was not quite drunk then - “to tell you the truth, I have had something in mind. My little lockup gave me plenty of time to think about the direction of my writing, and I've hit on the kernel of a tale that I'd like to pursue.”

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“Do tell,” Herr Ewers implored. “I'd very much like to hear about it.”

“Alright, then,” Gustav's eyes narrowed and he hunched over, as if entering some kind of secret confederacy with his friend. “You know I've lived here, in Prague, for some time now.”

Ewers nodded.

“Well, I've been here long enough that some of the locals have come to trust me enough to share . . .” he paused, looking for the right words, “. . . to share some juicy rumors that would not typically be voiced around foreigners.”

“You are a sly devil, Herr Meyrink.”

“No, not sly, but friendly, friendly enough that the old Jewish ladies, when they're not going on and on about 'young people these days,' have dropped an intriguing crumb or two. One of these,” he narrowed his eyes and smiled with self-satisfaction, “I believe I can turn into an entire feast.”

Ewers, suddenly hungry, looked around, scanning the crowd for the waiter he had earlier seen carrying a plate of hors d'oeuvre's. Not seeing any nearby food, he subdued the hunger through sheer will-power. “You intrigue me, Gustav. Go on.”

“Well, the old ladies have let on about a story that some time ago an old rabbi had created a guardian, a magically-animated statue of some sort, they call it a 'golem,' that would protect the Jewish Quarter from outsiders.”

“Like a homunculus, or a construct!” Ewers said with childlike excitement, the wine obviously starting to take hold.

“Precisely,” Gustav said, nearly giddy. “It is said that the only preventative against the monster unleashing havoc is the tetragrammaton written on its forehead, by which the rabbi controls the beast. And now, they say, this golem is stored in the attic of the synagogue at Josefov, sleeping, awaiting the time when the rabbi should awake it to again defend the chosen people from some unspecified future threat.”

“Fascinating!” Ewers said.

“But more fascinating to me,” Gustav said, “is the ease with which the people believe the rumor. The peoples' conviction is astounding. They truly believe the story. To them it's no myth.”

“Well,” Ewers laughed, “I shall be careful, then, on my walk back home tonight. I wouldn't want to cross paths with such a creature.”

“Nor I!” Gustav agreed.

But he did want to do so.

Deep in his heart, he hoped to cross such a creature, to verify the power behind its creation. Gustav was a mystic, at heart. In fact, it was his study of mysticism that led him to be jailed in the first place. He wondered if, then though that, perhaps there was something to the old ladies' rumors.

And what if there wasn't? If he was to look in the attic of the synagogue and find nothing, that wouldn't prove that the golem never existed, only that it wasn't there at that time. Maybe it had moved on. Maybe it had never been there at all. In any case, he couldn't let the lack of present evidence undermine his faith.

Still, he had to know. So tonight, while the rabbi was drunk back at the wedding party, he would take a side trip on the way home in order to visit the synagogue, just to have a curiosity-satisfying peek. Just this one. What could it hurt? If he was caught, he would blame the wine. Such an offense would be forgiven in short order. Besides, it was easier to gain forgiveness than permission.

The synagogue stood apart from the other buildings of the Jewish Quarter. It was like a shiny new egg in the midst of the nest of surrounding apartment flats, each one decorated with girders and supports that indicated ongoing construction; the new, the mystical temple arising from the dust of the tired and the mundane. He was ashamed by the approaching trespass, embarrassed by events that had not yet even happened. But he was compelled by this profane urge to see inside that sacred space. It thrilled him! And it terrified him.
A cold air mass settled in, turning his breath to frost by the time he sighted the synagogue through the intervening wooden lattice of the perpetual construction framework that seemed to hold the quarter's buildings like so many bugs in a web. The place felt empty, though his eyes saw candlelight through a window and his ears heard the bang and clatter of a dropped pail, followed by the startled screech of an alley cat. Despite these evidences to the contrary, he would have sworn that he walked completely alone through the cold night, exploring the narrow streets, which were sandwiched between jealous walls that rose like canyons to prevent even the stars from peeking in on their private affairs. Windows crawled higher and higher the nearer he came to the synagogue, until he thought of himself as a prisoner trapped in some sort of dungeon labyrinth. A certain presence pressed on him from behind, as if he was being followed. He occasionally stopped to listen, but only heard his own footsteps echo off down the alleys, which caused the hairs on the back of his neck to stand on end.

Just as the cold and his imagination was about to give him full excuse to abandon his foolish, drunken quest, the high walls gave way to the synagogue's courtyard. With renewed determination, he quickly, but clumsily, walked across the open ground and, pushing the front door open, entered. He knew that Rabbi Loew would not return for some time and that the rabbi's assistants were with the old man back at the party. Still, he feared that the synagogue's attendants might soon return. He was in such a rush that he dropped several matches as he fumbled around to light an oil lamp he had found inside, near the door.

Once lit, the lamp did nothing to assuage his fears. Vaporous phantoms seemed to flit and crawl about the place, tauntingly changing seats with one another in the pews or popping up from behind the podium to make a quick mockery of him before hiding again in the shadows. They deceived him with several false leads until he found a trapdoor in the ceiling that he decided was real, even through the mists of fatigue and alcohol.

This must be it, then, he thought. The attic of the synagogue.

As the flickering lamplight settled, he saw it for what it was: an ordinary door in the ceiling. He chuckled a the banality of it all, laughing with self-effacing humor at his own drunken folly. What an idiot I am, he thought. It's only an attic door. Thus emboldened, he took a nearby ladder, propped it up on the lip of the opening, ascended the rungs, and lifted the door up and aside to allow himself egress through the ceiling hole. He could smell burning spider webs as he placed the oil lamp on the attic floor above him before hoisting himself up and in. 
 
The attic was much larger than he had pictured in his mind, a man-and-a-half high and almost equal in height and width to the floor below, though without the walls, pews and pulpits that obstructed one's appreciation of the true breadth of the structure. Still, the lamp nearly illuminated the whole room, with the exception of the shadowed corners. There were small windows, almost hidden from outside view, along the walls. They seemed to be constructed only to allow one to look out of the synagogue, not to look into it. At this time of night, however, they served only to cast back his own reflection, distorted by the spider-web-laced glow of the lamp.

He startled at his own reflection, then laughed, though it was a forced laugh, a conscious attempt to calm his fears.

He picked his way through knee-high piles of junk and manuscripts. And old, bent menorah held vigil over a tidy pile of robes. Several bottles of wine, some of them, no doubt, of very old vintage, stood ready for feasts and such. Dusty fingerprints on the bottles showed evidence of a recent visitor, the rabbi or one of his assistants, having picked through the cache looking for a bottle or two with which to gift the newlyweds. A number of strange metal instruments reminiscent of compasses and squares were gathered together in a geometric zoo of unknown purpose.

There were several old furnishings in the room covered by white drop cloths, giving the illusion of some sort of ghostly conclave of antiques meeting to decide the fate of the synagogue beneath. One of these cloths, near the wall farthest from the attic's trap door, covered something long and low, perhaps eight feet long, four wide, and three high. On one end, something held the covering aloft even higher, a foot or two above the average height of the rest of the irregular mass beneath. The silhouette lacked the angularity of the other covered furniture. It seemed almost . . . “organic” was the word that came to mind.
Gustav felt drawn to the mass if for no other reason than the irregularity of its shape piqued his curiosity. He climbed past odds and ends, sending some items clattering to the floor as he drunkenly made his way toward the wall. He looked over one shoulder, then the other, as if he feared he was being observed. Then he smiled, shook his head at his own paranoia, and removed the cloth near the taller edge of the mass.

Underneath was an old hookah covered in dust, despite being protected by the cloth. He was disappointed by how unremarkable it was. It sat on a large wooden crate. He noted strange markings etched into the wood directly beneath and around the hookah's base, possibly Arabic or Hebrew or something in-between. These had been inked red, and formed a circle around the object.

He pulled back the drop cloth a little further, then jumped back when he saw a pair of immense feet, much larger than any man's that he had encountered in his life. He was afraid that he might have uncovered a corpse, but a corpse out of all proportion to human anatomy.

As a passing moment of sobriety caught him, he laughed. “A statue,” he said. “Probably the old ladies' golem!” He laughed again.

The moment passed and drunkenness, along with a growing fear, took hold again. He slowly removed the cloth, marveling at the statue.

“So lifelike,” he muttered aloud. “So . . . hideous.”

And, indeed, it was hideous: A melange of stitched together body parts, obviously not from the same person. The detail was impressive. Even sutures had been carved into the statue where the different body parts met. The face was even more detailed, so much so that Gustav momentarily thought that the two eyes, one “grafted” from another head, were two different colors; one red, one indigo. But this was surely a trick of the bad light, combined with the effects of the wine on his vision.

On the creature's forehead, for the statue was most definitely not meant to represent a human, symbols matching those beneath the hookah had been painted.

“The Tetragrammaton,” he said, fascinated by the letters. “This is, indeed, a representation of the golem.”

A tiny noise arose from inside the hookah's glass. A mouse, perhaps? Gustav stooped closer to investigate. No, no mouse. This tapping was more regular. Then what? He held his breath for a moment. Perhaps the sound was coming from somewhere else.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

No. 
 
He exhaled slowly. It was definitely coming from inside the hookah.

With great trepidation, he reached over to wipe away a slash of dust with his finger, and layer of grime under the dust, and, beneath the grime, glass. Pressed up against the glass were two tiny balls of white that banged up against the walls of the hookah. A chill ran up his spine as he realized they were . . . fists!?

Then a face peered through the glass, a tiny face, beautiful and terrifying.

Gustav stumbled back a step. He wished, too late, that he had never drunk that last glass of wine. His heels caught on something, sending him sprawling backwards. He reached out a hand to steady himself, but to no avail. One foot involuntarily kicked up, knocking the hookah on its side. His arms flailed above him, one of them striking . . . flesh!?
Somehow, he righted himself. Looking down, he saw where his hand had struck the supine figure, on the forehead. The sacred, secret name of God had been smudged, desecrated. The statue's eyes turned in their sockets toward Gustav.

They were, indeed, red and blue. And very much alive.

Gustav Meyrink fled the synagogue, the idea for his next novel planted firmly in his brain.